UNYK Day

My birthday today had AP separated. Something, nobody wants an start with destruction, it happened when i read in news that Home Minister has granted for a separate state TELANGANA . . . .Its was oops ! for some and wow ! for many, Which bombarded my ears with their songs and sounds. No objection to their enjoyment but really dint want another division, already there are many such dividers among countries to states to cities to villages to even roads . . .this could be a moment for cherish but for many its a trouble calling specially for people  from proletariat background.

I don't understand why its a necessity for people to fulfill all their need making it dangerous for other, How can some one enjoy on others sadness. I could see people sharing their sadness with loots cry in their word about this situation. The protest for separate state led to many holidays that i could ever fantasize. I want to say that i was a lover of holidays but after this i started hating it to death, Every day i dress up for office and start leaving all personal stuff in hanger, after reaching there i am told its bandh that could un /professionally made to sabotage any thing i came across . I do believe that one should protest to things that is wrong, by keeping in mind that it wouldn't harm others. This is what Gandhiji Said and believed.

Without, deviating from the original topic lets talk about my birthday bash. Nothing great well i did not do anything, was busy with work but want to say this to me and myself

Why not seize the day to check out how your life is going? Rethink your errors and remember your successes, forgive yourself for your failures and take pride in your achievements. And remember that these errors, successes, failures and achievements are your story, the story of your life. And for this reason they should all be equally valued. Without them, you would not be who you are today.

I would like to wish myself lots of peace, health, happiness and, of course, lots of love.
Happy Birthday ! To me because I am Marvelous

I aM jUSt mArVelOUS ON THis UNYK daY

26/11 DIn't Forget,Din't Forgive

Its been long since the disaster happened to INDIA,MUMBAI where we lost greats police force fighting to save people , but the culprits are still surviving having nice breathe and food and cloth, its time enough to justice . . ..this has to end where it has all started and its by giving them their last ride. . .. ..

Din't forget and will never forget 

MJ

Its not about how much u breath but how many breaths u take away . . . This is MJ . He was suffering from skin disease called viligo that causes the pigment of skin to loose . his album "the killer " was a sale out - 100 million records - He was named from The Jacksons five to The Jackson and music industry named him the king of pop , He was ht e diamond of music , Was given The living legend in 1993 , Won granmy for the killer and of top 10 inmusic chart his album the killer had seven in top 10 .Won the platinum . To secure his child custody gave worth of slum of money .

Well, nothing much about this great persona but Rest In Peace

S&S - Slap With Success

It's was a shadow that i couldn't catch for a long time and that was of ranging in 80's as semester percentage.The start of engineering was with frame of mind to get that peak well with no great effort, Was BIG self confidence that lead to series of flops and super duper flops . The world around me roared by those who achieved my peak, But i was totally thinking yup ! its not BIG deal but it was in many ways. The internal were growing in a smoothest fashion it could but that got roughed by my dear dreams that were just dreams hardly turned into reality to many times though. This lasted for many but the final year with final chance to prove that dreams can be turned reality was brought into picture when I was sitting in front of my comp near noon when messages heard in saying the results were out, The confidence was there to put me in motion of happiness though there was a tense creeping from no where, I felt dream is real when i cleared with 83% in the finals, hoping i was standing tall this was not enough, It would have been better to give an even better than this. 

The relief was there from burden of self grief that its not your cup of tea but i made it . . ..I hit a six in last ball r i made a goal at last sec, that's when the whoomp arises in you. This would have been better at earlier but never late . .. .Its not and end or not a beginning hoping to sustain in further life cycle to end by saying 

            

Jo JeeTa Wohi Sikander 

Reality Begins Now

Well .... o well ... The all time favourite days of life has to come to an end .This stands obviously second to ma school life. These are none other than our graduation days. Its been a journey of learning lessons, Not only from books but experience. There has been up's and down's . . testing my patience ,skills ,attitude blah blah ! But at the end i came out as a average winner to some extent in most of the fields. 

There are loots of thing to share,  let me try to remember them slowly one by one.

My first day in college was not in attending classes but travelling in bus of seniors not knowing about consequences to occur. It happened in this way, I got into an empty bus, that lead to other place where initially some good looking gals got in, Later they were followed by devils. After, this nothing more to tell, Just fantasize it. uh . .. ....ah ... Well, I understood that it was the beginning.
College atmosphere was really disgusting with really really and really BAD canteen, That time i was told that its the place for two wheeler parking. Felt it as an automobile graveyard ufff . .. .. .. . Then i came across college building which was good in its structure - Thank god for some thing nice, But i knew that this is the place where i need to spend my entire four years, where all bad that needed to be developed. 


The classes had something to sense about subject, lecture were quite good in all sense, The ones whose classes were worth attending were Maths, English but there is a genetic problem with all lectures i.e; is all about giving assignments, Pushing us back to old school days. The lab had something to talk about its presence in our engineering life ,especially about C .. . . . .I don't like to comment anything about anyone but especially about our C mam, The mustache she persisted was really funny to look at, Though its a type of fashion which was introduced at very early stage with youth lacking any idea about it but the fact is that it was very funny . 


Our principal sir is a good person with grand knowledge and with some ideas about how to make your self a better person and ignite your minds in specified fields. He stressed most of the time on Yoga and asking for complete shave of head. The were some text that talks about control, success and blah blah  . . . . .I really like his talks that use to motivate me to a distance but some of my classmates used to misunderstand or they dont have the ability to understand that led to loots of humor. Yeah! other thing he used to talk all about is sapling, He said that he wished to plant them in lakhs in-out of college premises, Impacting    
me a loot.


Well, last but not the least many friends came across in course of engineering life, some were really bad then good and vice versa. I learned about people mentality and still learning. It really amazing to creation of god, There are people whose 10 % is some one else 90 % and so on .. . .the number goes on varying. You can't be certain that any two will be same in their behavior. I learned a big thing that, 

always expect the unexpected 

from friends in course of engineering life. The friends consider others as commodity, where you think only about yourself. I din't any respect to the college management because of which i never attended the annual day function of my college . . .Well, all these has passed and i need not come across some idiots but the reality of life begins now, Where many question circles you, unable to decide on one. But i have been lucky in that  . . . .  

10,000

I know its a miracle to happen, especially for friends who know me personally, But ultimately its true that i have crossed the 10,000 mark on my ACTIVA speedometer. The feeling is alike to Sachin Tendulkar crossing 10,000 mark wow wow ! The effort it took for me to do this is quite unimaginable. I would like to thank only one person thats

ME

ME

ME

I still remember when i was planning to buy a two wheeler there were two things in my mind Geared or gear-less, But opted for a gear-less one, There are many reason's like tension free ride [No headache of shifting gear up and down, round and round], My girls friends can have fun as there is saying  - "Why should boys have all the fun " Ha Ha . . .

The journey has been nice and will be nice, Will transform to its best as early as possible.

Women's Day Is Special

" God Made Men And Women But It's She Who Made Them Equal "

Well ,This day is special in every one's life ,Especially because it is them because of whom we are on this earth ,They are the one who gave birth to us ,Took care when we need them without any talk .I can't even think of world without woman .

People dream to meet celebs of the world ,They always think of having a talk with them or taking picture etc but in reality the celebs of the entire world are woman - Grand maa ,Mum,Sister,girlfriend,Wife and Daughter - that you find in every ones house and every ones life .

I find its tough to be a girl .The mammoth amount of difficulties that

they face are unpredictable and unreasonable .Unreasonable because there is a element of doubt in certain situations that they come across like wise take an example of a proletariat family ,Where the girl is hardworking ,pretty and stands first in all competitive exams ,Gets only appreciation from family ,Where as a boy who is a third class student , with third class behaviour but he ends getting all the benefits like a bike worth more than 50,000 ,good pair of glass ,dress and also loots of care . . . . which is not worth deserving to him .I don't understand why they give more preference to boys than girls irrespective of situations .Is that its the boy who gonna extend the family to generation or its he on whom the entire family is dependent on . . .Do no Why ?

This is the behaviour from family side ,That's not all ,Even the boys have a different view on girls .They think girls get good marks because they are girls .Being a boy i too had same kind of thought ,The reason is that i saw some gals getting marks or doing the stuffs illegally ,For which in reality need a lot of hard work ,Which in case of men is entirely a different scenario. And there is a saying that ,"One bad fish turns the entire pond bad " ,That makes every one think that all girls do things illegally in short all girls are bad .

The count on their character is another worst thing i find in today's world .I find people calling girls a fuss, Any girl whom they come across they name her as fuss without knowing any damn thing about her .I do no how can people comment on someones character only by looking .Not only that on back of her they talk so much rubbish but when these meet they turn into sugar, And she stays under the impression that he is very sweet ,which is not .They don't stop there but change their feeling with time and on meeting with friends they say that,"I am using her" .Which makes my blood boils to 300 degree Centigrade . People attach the term USE in context to girls thinking that all girls run behind money and have plenty of boy friends ,Which is not the case because there are some girls who are decent and for some negative there will be positive in order to balance this world .So, don't put every one in one place .

A boy can have many girl friends but a girl shouldn't have any or more than one boy Friends are some men's thought ,Unfortunately i am surrounded by 95% of men who think like that and If i defend girls they my friends tell that i am having a woman's soul in a man's body, I end up laughing on their silly thoughts .Some of them say that before getting married they will question girl of how many boy friends she had ,Which is disgusting because a girl will never ask a boy about his past affairs before getting married and moreover she leaves her father house ,Where her entire childhood was spent and grew up under their guidance .She leaves that place and goes to a unknown place ,To stay with unknown people with unknown surrounding.She does all this with loots of belief but men don't have any belief on them huh .... man grow up .

Boys do loots of stuffs which people hardly comment on but if a girl does even a pinch of mistake then she finds only angry faces. If a boy walks on the road without combing his hair then no one comments but if they find a girl in same fashion ,You see people commenting,talking and thinking all rubbish stuffs .In this world where women have proved to do things more than her capability ,Why there is still this difference existing . I know that girls are supposed to pretty and shy natured but its not a rule that has to happen .

In public places especially in pubs i find men drinking ,smoking and having drugs ,No one comments on that but if a girl does any short of, then people go gaga about her character,tell parents dint teach her any decency, some take her as a slut...Wow ! people i don't understand you .

Girls can do what ever they want because its their life and no crap person can force them ,They need no assurance from people .This a democratic world ,Every one has right to live,lead,leave the life in their fashion . So , just shut up !

The Key The Sceret

Its a dream come true for me after all , my parents are out of station for a week , Which makes me the king of the house . I can do all the things that restricts me from doing, in presence of my parents . The first thing i did when my mum and dad were out was to pinch myself , To check its a dream or not , the next step was that to put my baby darling I Pod into music system and play the music with volume that could pierce in to my heart and make it to beat in synchronisation to music . . . Wow ! that was ooh la la . Well , that night was awesome . . . my heart went on hm m m m m m . . . . . The entire schedule was changed getting up at morning without that wacky sound of mum shouting at you , taking bath when body ask for , Sometimes it don't .Then having all the . .. . . mouth watering restaurant food , And then my music plays non stop . . . . . and i sleep some where in the morning . . . .Well , i got the key . . . yuppie !

Chalta Hai ! = The Attitude

People in India are much smarter and better than other people in the world ... and that i don't say, Its the international  survey that has proven. Then, why India is not considered as the powerful country in the world. The trade mark of cheap labour

 is still attached to this nation. Why? It is because we Indians are poked brutally with this " Chalta Hai ! "Attitude. The culprit may be a family member but  most of that comes out from within. 

For example - We know that accident is the first impression what you get, while driving yourself on the road, That can be restricted by putting a helmet on your head [For Two Wheeler] or putting a seat belt [For four wheeler] to quite extent but we don't do because Chalta  Hai [Take It Easy]  attitude comes into act. Oh ! my god, What the  hell will you do when you are dying because of your f ' ing attitude man. Men and women don't wear helmet because they want to show their f ' ing face to people, So that they can become talk of the street leading to talk of the state leading to talk of the country and so on . .  . . I wanted to ask, At the speed of train who the hell will see your face and don't the people are having any work other than looking at your face, They can't even recon which gender you belong to because now a days gals say - why can't gals have all the fun - Wow ! this was the last thing i was waiting for. I say this because even now gals are riding bikes and scooters, Yeah  ! you heard right its not scooty  .. . . .Those days are gone now darling. 

Though, The case of two wheeler are worse but four wheeler are not a way behind. There is no excuse for this but in case of helmet the weight is a bit consideration, Which you have to put on your head [ Worth only for it ]  ha ha . . .What reason do four wheelers have ? They need to put seat belts in front of their body. That doesn't add any weight nor its a tiring job. Knowing all this still people don't, Why ? the same old story Chalta hai !  Ah ! Ah ! . . . .  Myself, being a college student, I travel with my friends and some of them have cars. When i ask them to put seat belt or helmet [ In resp. cases ]  they burst out with laugh, added to it some nail biting comments . The most common comment is that, " Be a man  ", they quip.  Common on . .. . .Common on, What the hell is the relationship between them. There is no link even. You judge a person on basis of  a safety gear  ha ha ...... wah !. Moreover, Some people do react to it in a negative way by not putting the safety gear.

• The virus of Chalta Hai ! is reflected even in other parts of life . . . .Like the traffic signal, We know that Red signal ask you to stop but we don't mind in driving ahead, Why Chalta Hai !, like wise there are many more things to talk but its never ending story . 

The reason for writing this is that  Chalta Hai ! attitude may not harm you but it harms others, Especially your nation, Where others question about its strength, Its growth, Its dependence on youth. This " Chalta Hai attitude " may be present lifestyle but it will be the reason for degradation of future growth. So, before you think about Chalta Hai ! think of others, Most important about the nation . 

Clash Vs Peace

Unfortunately , There are billions of people whose thoughts varies like the rules of our college . On some surprise occasion our college puts a rule saying not to wear T-Shirt and added on to that there is  a strict action ; worse then traffic police . This action trend goes on for some time and suddenly disappears , you find people wearing it casually .  The cycle repeats on according to their mood . In the same way a society comprises of many people with different thoughts , Either you or opposite person has to come to compromise else confrontation takes place. Sometimes, its not possible to compromise  , It goes beyond your limits and end up with a dispute . You will find two close people who were shaking legs together don't look at each other . Is the mistake with the person who has been  compromising or with the one who has forced him to compromise . Where is the mistake . This kind of situation has become reality and  a common tag line in every ones life . Especially , with youngsters who do things with loots of  knowledge at the top of their head . I do no why people think that they are superior .  They wanted to be the talk of college in sense .  If they find a person being polite to them , In the initial stages they  carry on with some politeness but later behave very badly . It may be because either they behave likely out of compulsion or wanted to filter his opponent , That is how far is he true . There has been many clash in my life but i went for peace .  Can't there be a place where there is nothing like peace with no compromises .. . . .well it is tough and u can expect only from oneself and not from others . You know that there are many people who want you to fall on your face badly . . . and they are mostly your close one . But it is a test of ones character or attitude , Should stand up right at the top at times of tests . Sometimes , we feel enough of peace now and its time for clash . Then people tell that he is showing attitude but they forget that it's reply of their downmarket attitude itself . I can give an example for that in reality is SALMAN KHAN , Who has loots of expectation from people but they  behave badly and he ends up with clash which becomes a huge media talk . People in this world will be good to you till you full fill their necessity  and till you expect nothing from them . This is the trade mark of present world and present people . . That's true and that's damn true .

Typical Lab

Finally , The theoretical part of VLSI was done and time has come to get into practical side . The thought of it was a bit scary because we had seen theory stuff  and practical premonition we going in our minds . The day arrived,  at the start we stumbled but the memories of  doing it in our college arrived at every moment . Expect the unexpected is what we were asked to face - here , we thought people in institute would help a loot but the answer was a big NO . Every small step adds up to big result - This was written on a poster in the institute , Which i was looking at always and went on with the assignments given to us . This really helped me a loot . In the process of doing i learned a loot , There was value for money and dint regret . 

VLSI is Very Interesting

Though , Institute opens late than usual time but the teaching and subject is very good . I liked it and have interest to further put in efforts . Its all logic and mind game you need to put in order to get an optimistic output . It has got many ways to perform the work and also has loots of future in but depends on the ability of a particular person how he does it . I dint have any proper idea before selecting that field for my main project but now i feel that what i have done is right  and have no regrets . People are quite afraid of this because its entirely coding part . Many came across writing programs in C,C++,DS,Java in their school , college and seems its graveyard for normal person but its not until and unless you feel it . Its like wanted to have loots of girl friends with out any effort of talking to them , which is highly difficult . I had the same feeling but now i feel that all wrong . Misjudge is really  danger and have loots of negative returns from it , So never ever judge without understanding it or having proper knowledge about it .

Roadies - Roar And Die

Roadies , When i came across the promos of it , My first reaction was that of same old silly reality drama . Neglected , all the five shows until and unless i came across ashutosh in Big Boss . Where , he was introduced as a roadie 5 winner . I then just turned my eyes toward new show of roadies that is hell down under . I watched it from first episode and found very interesting . It was questioned by two hosts to participants , They are Raghu and Rajiv . Both are twin bros and have nail biting experience with them . The way they irk participant with their bald brains is interesting to see . I really kicked myself for missing the roadies since it was aired . After, watching that i had loots of respect to gals and other  things  , Which i had not . I was really impressed by Raghu ,A person hailed from machillipatnam in Andhra Pradesh , Had nothing with him other than concept of roadies , Is  really a person with guts and another man in this world who had something to prove . The tasks given to contestants are  sometimes  ugly , tough , funny , fiery , stinking blah blah .. .. But as a matter of fact its interesting . I hoping to write about raghu more and looking forward to meet him .

First Step To Graveyard

Today , We had fist class to step into SOMAROUTHU institute for our biggy project on VLSI . Termed as graveyard for engineers . This is a programming part needs loots of intellectual mind , Which we lack in . But We also go through temporary loss  , That is what ever we study yesterday we hardly remember them till next day , Something related to ghajini ...ha ha . We asked sir , How the software market will effect VLSI and Embedded . He explained with an example , By comparing them with Cardiologist and Physician . Physician gets loots of patient but earning is less , As it depends on number of patients . But cardiologist doesn't face many patients , When he comes across even one patient then he would charge a mammoth amount . It was very good comparison and had no doubt ingoing for VLSI which is a cardiologist . The fist class had basics in front of us . It took some time to get into the mood , Of course one reason was subject but it was early morning class , Kept on yawning  us . Sir , gave a list of 6 questions which were not only important in the view of subject but also in relation to interview .  I had no books but the Internet to find the answers , It took loots of pain to start working as i threw myself away from it . Next day i went prepared and wanted to impress him with my answers , 'as first impression is last impression ' . I with my friend reported there sharply at 0800 hrs in the morning but to our surprise we dint find any one , Not even sir . We felt very bad as they arrived at 0830 hrs . Even worse was that he dint ask any questions , Which we toiled hard for . We got so much angry that for sometime we though of sabotaging their property but cold atmosphere made us control and relaxed . We went out of class taking a slap on chin by ourselves and said this is just beginning .

New Year With Experience

This time i had entirely different plans of celebrating new year . Wanted to improve my body and going style , Keeping the fashion in mind . But the recession and friends spoiled entire plan . I went with my project friends to necklace road and roamed  for the period of three hours , Which was my want but it hid  in my mind . I enjoyed the ride  without having any dinner . The enjoyment made me suppress the hunger .  The one party where i went last year  was entirely restricted . It was crowded . I mean to say , I couldn't dance to tunes of music openly , As if i do then i will end up giving pains to people surrounding me . This time i had lot of open space but nothing to tune on . But the intersection of these is the smile on my face . We had chat , went around places and came to house before  2400 hrs . . . . The changes should be there and gives a new way . This time my resolution is to turn workaholic  and  make people laugh .  Hope , i will achieve it .

                                              -  Happy New Year To Every One On This Earth .